Laying in bed next to my sleeping fiancé. Sometimes the smallest things he does makes me so happy and loved, which are things I never thought that would.
For example, about 97% of the time when it’s raining or about to rain, he will call me from work. It doesn’t matter if he’s 10 minutes away, or 45 minutes away, he calls me and let’s me know that it’s raining and if I have to drive, to be careful. Even when he’s 45 minutes away, he would look up the weather of wherever I am, and call me to let me know rain is coming my way. (Even though he works for discount tire and he KNOWS he has put some of the best tires on my car)
Then there are times like right now, he’ll be half asleep, and when he turns to face me and puts his arm around me, or his leg on mine…even in his mid-sleep he adjusts himself to be in contact with me.
This morning I was still bummed about everything. Wedding stress and mom anniversary is coming up….but right now, I’m okay. I looked at some of my older entries and I realized a few things.
One, I really really miss juicing. Willy and I are so tight on money right now, we can’t afford to be picky. And I mean so tight that if my dad offers to buy me lunch, I’ll take it. Which brings me to my next point, I want to give up meat again. Maybe not as strict, but mostly. I would love to be vegan from now till the wedding…but like I said, if my dad wants to buy me lunch or have leftovers…we can’t afford to be that picky.
And then I realized that I’m done and I need to get into running and yoga again, AND I have a punching bag out there I need to use! We had been doing some renovations on the house lately and since men were always here or I always had a mess to clean, my workout schedule kind of got lost.
Tomorrow it starts. I will wake up early and do yoga and go run. It has to happen.
I want to be my own inspiration.